Hopeless and distressed,
Humbled and depressed
After all this time
All these lessons learned,
I can never learn
The lesson that would
End this recurring sorrow.
An excuse to fall below the current
Of emotions holding,
Bearing me down.
These scars can never
Be hidden below,
Open scabs in some overused cliche.
I've used it before,
I don't want to use it again,
I don't want fall through this again.
I promised myself
I would fight against this,
This little thing
Where I plead silent but bleed,
These tears are going to be coming soon,
Over someone who will never know,
Someone I could blame my misery on,
They'd never know,
Brought inches too close the day before,
I don't want to fall into this again,
I'm falling to
I don't want to do this again,
I don't want to fight this again,
I don't want to die again,
I can't afford to lose this fight,
I can't afford to be distracted,
Don't let me fall,