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And I Never Knew MariaFor such a long time This has been building And it's unraveling And getting back To me. I wish I knew earlier And wasn't stuck In this mess Where there is No way to win, All the way To lose. With every moment This builds up The tension rises, You never knew What was there. I keep pushing you down And ignoring the obvious, Pursuing everything Looking for something I already had to begin with: Love. You're my perfect angel, You know now, I don'tAnd I Never Knew Maria
by ~Socially-Suicidal
Clashing CharactersClash of characters Between old and new And everything Honest and admitting Or new and spirited. The long way back To repeating feelings With the last repetition Only failing Miserably. With quickened building And obvious implications, I have a feeling This is going to bring Nothing but smiles With slight stress At best, Relatively. Breaking the old With reputations And expectations, But did it ever matter As anything else But a slight slow And some rebuilding, &Clashing Characters
by ~Socially-Suicidal
Falling Into the FlowIt seems That either You're disgusted Or in argument Whether or not It's worth the risk To look into someone You don't really know. Everybody Is easily swayed And easily effected By the opinions of others That rend quick judgment Without the thought We ever put into The situation. The complexity Is probably misjudged And probably a mess, Or maybe a simple Turn down. You can fight with yourself Or shoo me away As I attempt To mend fences In my intents.Falling Into the Flow
by ~Socially-Suicidal
Fastened Into PlaceI'm starting To realize That every Empty coverup I thought I could Remove Might just Not go Away. The stage And frame Of everything Is slowly Dissipating Where I thought It might be Strengthening. I put up This pathetic excuse Of a human being Acting In the most Brainless way Possible In the air To hide What I Actually Am thinking About. What worries Everything I am Is that I try To forget this guard &nbFastened Into Place
by ~Socially-Suicidal
Journal History
- Nov 20, 2009 Fuck. I Can't Do It.
- Nov 13, 2009 ... and Life Comes Down..
- Nov 12, 2009 132% obsessed. okay?
- Nov 10, 2009 The Rapidly Changing Boundaries
- Nov 8, 2009 Watch Where the Huskies Go?... ahhh quiz =P
- Nov 5, 2009 *Guilty Happy Dance*
- Nov 1, 2009 Random Quiz, Ima bored =P
- Oct 26, 2009 ... and Now I Remember Why I Wanted to be Back..
- Oct 19, 2009 I Think I Might Just Come Back..
- Sep 6, 2009 My Life According to Underoath
- Aug 13, 2009 Back from Vacation... movie survey!
- Jul 19, 2009 And the Winner Is...
- Jul 16, 2009 3 Random Numbers
- Jul 1, 2009 Random questions!
- Jun 27, 2009 Devious Journal Entry
- Jun 24, 2009 New Chevelle Single! Transformers, and... Life.
- Jun 21, 2009 It 'might' be back... and about those 10000
- Jun 15, 2009 10000 Views by July 19th - here we go :D
- Jun 13, 2009 Some questions... I'm bored =P
- Jun 9, 2009 So Much to Do And...
Fuck. I Can't Do It.
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| I'm some random kid trying to get better at writing, and overall, just get more confident. I started writing in June of 2008, and figured a few months ago that I'd seriously take up poetry. If you want to use one of my works for anything, a project, a signature, whatever, I'd like you tell me about it, but I'd really like it if you'd use it and gave credit... I really like to write, read, and learn, and would love to read yours too I always appreciate watches, favorites, and comments. I also would do most requests... makes me feel better to be talked to  'I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not. I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got.' All That I've Got - The Used |
Devious Info
- Current Residence: Somewhere in Pennsylvania
- Interests: Poetry, "friends," and whatever you're into.
- Favourite movie: Reqiuem for a Dream (if by favorite is meant the movie that made me :O most)
- Favourite band or musician: Chevelle,Red,Alesana,Senses Fail,Underoath,Greeley Estates,The Almost,Chiodos,and a lot more.
- Favourite genre of music: Punk, Heavy Rock, Nu Metal, Screamo
- Favourite artist: Is it possible to have a favorite in such a broad spectrum?
- Favourite poet or writer: Same as above, pretty much.
- Favourite photographer: .... ^^
- Favourite style of art: ........ ^^
- Operating System: Whatever my brother happens to be running at the time.
- MP3 player of choice: Something crazy durable and small...
- Wallpaper of choice: This isn't a random question.
- Skin of choice: Anyone who will talk to me. Colorblind, metaphorically =P
- Favourite gaming platform: Computer
- Favourite cartoon character: Uhm... zoidberg? I'm not a cartoon monster...
- Personal Quote: To live again, breathe, bleed, break silent.
- Tools of the Trade: A mind that thinks too much, a mouse, keyboard, and a computer with internet (google docs <3 )
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Anyway, I hope your life remains inspirational.
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What's the point of living if you can't see the point? And what's the point of looking for it if your tired of searching? And what if the point is so sharp it releases blood from your veins? Oh what is the point anymore?
Oh no, I'm afraid I forgot the point of this poem. It seems I'm always forgetting the point in anything.
What truly is the point?
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
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and you hit 12,000 views?
I see how it is. .___.
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And it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
-Blue and Yellow, The Used
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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And it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
-Blue and Yellow, The Used
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
I don't know how. xD
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Your voice chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase
Ive tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
Ive been alone all along
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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Your voice chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase
Ive tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
Ive been alone all along
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
I appreciate everything, from the favorites to the comments!
And your work is amazing, just saying. haha
wup
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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Weirdest thing about living is that we constantly think about dying. ^^
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting..HOLY @#$%!! What a RIDE!!"
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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Inhale, Exhale, Forget to Breathe.
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil I don't meet
In the dreams that I live through
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil I don't meet
In the dreams that I live through
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You are
Everything.
You make me
(empty.)
Proud member of rawem0tion: [link]
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